Lo9iK (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} lo9ik) wrote,@ 2004-04-12 18:20:00 |
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Haven’t written in a while, so you know I am probably going to right at least 50 pages. Ha ha. Let me think of the past few days…Well, I joined this mp3 site, where you actually pay to download mp3s, but it is dirt cheap. It is actually a penny per megabyte. The reason it is so cheap is because the company is located in Russia, and Russia has cheaper licenses. Apparently the place is legit, and they even pay the artist a percentage. The only problem is that the RIAA doesn’t like them. Thursday I completely freaked out when I found out it was a Russian site, and I paid with a credit card. I then started hearing that paying with credit was a bad idea because of the Russian Mafia, but I don’t understand that whole deal. The RIAA tried to shut them down, but the Russian courts just dismissed the cases in court. If you are interested, the place is called http://club.mp3search.ru Oh, you can also stream any CD they have for free.
Wednesday night Meghan came over and attempted to study. I just watched TV, ate pizza, and later we just talked. It was cool. Thursday night I went and met Lara and her boyfriend and the roommates. They are really nice people, and I am sure I will hang out with them sometime in the future. I tried to get my stuff from Kate, but she was really upset over something so that was a no go. We did talk for a little while, which was nice not to get aggravated. She said she was shocked that I was talking to her nice; I told her it was because she wasn’t saying mean things to me or trying to dig out hurtful answers. She said she was too upset to do so; which leaves me to believe that maybe I can only talk to her when she is really hurt by something. That way she can’t bitch at me :D
Friday I picked up Kevin and brought his drums over and we played around. We ended up watching Big Money Hustler’s and both fell asleep before the movie ended. That is a funny movie by the way. It is ICP’s movie; I’m not too crazy about the band, but the movie is pretty original.
Saturday Kevin and I played some more music. I received a new bed in the morning. Played a little Mortal Kombat. Recorded myself playing the drums, and then went back and recorded two guitar tracks on top of it. It came out half way decent. Samantha called me up because we were supposed to go to the park. Since Kevin was over, I had to convince her that she would not be intruding if she came over. We sat in the den for about 10 minutes and spoke about non-sense, and then we got ready to go drop off Kevin in Monroe.
Once we got to Kevin’s apartment, he took some computers I had given him and walked up to his apartment door. But there was a catch, the door was locked and he didn’t have a key. His cell phone eventually slipped off of the balcony and crashed onto the parking lot. Samantha got out the car, and tried to throw the phone up to him; but something went wrong and BAMB! It hit the ground again. After another try at the throw, Kevin caught the phone but then it just slipped through his hands and fell to the ground a third time. It was pretty funny. By the way, his phone works fine. Since I was hungry, I suggested we go eat somewhere and then just come back to the apartment later (when someone else will be home).
We headed over to Olive Garden, mainly because I wanted the free bread. But you know what? I didn’t get any bread until after I was full. So we just left the waitor a tip and left. The tip was Kevin writing on the ticket, "pay attention to your customers." He was a horrible host; Kevin didn’t have any drink for like five to ten minutes. I ordered some appetizers and a chicken pizza thing which Kevin and I shared. Samantha just got a raspberry or strawberry drink. The appetizers were awesome, but the pizza was just weak. It was mainly cheese and a stringy piece of chicken.
Back at the apartment, still no one was there. Kevin said someone was on their way, so I left. Since we were already in Monroe and I love movies, I asked Samantha if she wanted to watch a flick. She said ok, but she said she had to be back to Ruston before 10. We went and saw The Whole Ten Yards, which was just such a super awesome movie. I liked The Whole Nine Yards, but this one was a little better. After the movie, we rode back to Ruston.
I thought it was strange that she didn’t say she had to leave, but I invited her into my house none the less. I really don’t know what we did, but I do know talked. Eventually she wanted to call her boyfriend, but she wanted to call from Wal-Mart. We ride over to Wal-Mart and she makes the call, but the boyfriend already left to go to work. So we did what anyone else would do, we walked around Wal-Mart. I bought two movies; Best of the Muppet Show and The Rundown. Once we got back to my place, we put in the Best of the Muppets, but after the first episode we really didn’t watch it anymore. I think we started talking again, and eventually we watched Bum Fights on my laptop. What a horrible show! Anyways, it turned into 3 AM pretty quickly.
So the past few weeks (months) everything has been good well. I am meeting friends and it is all good. I could manage everything, and I lived by my words, “Just have someone as friend even if you like them, and that way you can avoid the bullshit. You will know when you like person and know them before you would date them. You just try to be friends, and if something will happen you won’t be able to control it.” That is the gist of it anyway. So everything is going good. I hung out with Renae, met Alex, hung out with Meghan, and met Samantha. Samantha brought me cookies which was so bad ass, but I didn’t have to think about her, because right when I considered it, she hooked back up with her boyfriend. I was afraid to get close to Meghan because that was Kate’s roommate, and over all, I liked being able to be friends with everyone. I was thinking I can just be friends with someone until I know I want something more. So now back to my point.
On walking Samantha out Saturday, she gets in her car and then she gets back out and walks over to me. I was asked to keep a secret. Anyway, I was flattered and shocked since I didn’t expect anything. All Sunday I was confused, and even Saturday night. I just started to get feelings for Samantha. I know I liked her from when I met her, but I just thought she was going to be a good friend. So now things are just speeding up and going out of control. It is amazing because I want to stay friends like my philosophy states, but it is pretty much out of control. I figure, I should just go with my feelings since she is a rad chick. I asked my friend Celeste what the hell I should do. She is a person that says I broke her heart about 10 years ago. Anyway, she says if I like the girl and I know it, then I should just continue what I am doing, but if I think I do not really like the girl that much, then I should just quit talking to her as to not break her heart. I also asked her, what if these people are friends and I want them as friends, and then she told me then I should just come out and tell people how it is. So that is pretty much this journal entry.
I know right now, I really like Samantha. It is pretty crazy because everything just sort of snuck up on me. I guess like in my saying, this is something that is just out of my control. I know Meg is a sweetheart. And I know she likes to talk to me and I like to talk to her too, and I don’t want to hurt her feelings or anything. But I guess all of this is the exact reason why I said you should just be friends with someone before you date them, that way no one gets hurt. Anyway, I think Meghan may get hurt. Hopefully we are friends and nothing will change, but somehow I think she will get hurt.
Samantha just broke up with her boyfriend, so that is sort of a hairy situation. I know she likes me; but I know she loved the other guy and she was just unhappy. But I think that is ok, because she didn’t break up with someone and then start liking me because she was lonely. I think she genuinely likes me and it just happened at a funky time.
Bah. What a bunch of goofiness. It is crazy to just feel like you really like someone all of the sudden. Time will only tell what will emerge from this mess.
I know in the past, I have broken up with someone and started dating someone else immediately because that person was just better suited for me. That is the point of dating, right? If you really liked someone, you wouldn't consider those types of thoughts. Anyway, talk to you later kiddies.
Wednesday night Meghan came over and attempted to study. I just watched TV, ate pizza, and later we just talked. It was cool. Thursday night I went and met Lara and her boyfriend and the roommates. They are really nice people, and I am sure I will hang out with them sometime in the future. I tried to get my stuff from Kate, but she was really upset over something so that was a no go. We did talk for a little while, which was nice not to get aggravated. She said she was shocked that I was talking to her nice; I told her it was because she wasn’t saying mean things to me or trying to dig out hurtful answers. She said she was too upset to do so; which leaves me to believe that maybe I can only talk to her when she is really hurt by something. That way she can’t bitch at me :D
Friday I picked up Kevin and brought his drums over and we played around. We ended up watching Big Money Hustler’s and both fell asleep before the movie ended. That is a funny movie by the way. It is ICP’s movie; I’m not too crazy about the band, but the movie is pretty original.
Saturday Kevin and I played some more music. I received a new bed in the morning. Played a little Mortal Kombat. Recorded myself playing the drums, and then went back and recorded two guitar tracks on top of it. It came out half way decent. Samantha called me up because we were supposed to go to the park. Since Kevin was over, I had to convince her that she would not be intruding if she came over. We sat in the den for about 10 minutes and spoke about non-sense, and then we got ready to go drop off Kevin in Monroe.
Once we got to Kevin’s apartment, he took some computers I had given him and walked up to his apartment door. But there was a catch, the door was locked and he didn’t have a key. His cell phone eventually slipped off of the balcony and crashed onto the parking lot. Samantha got out the car, and tried to throw the phone up to him; but something went wrong and BAMB! It hit the ground again. After another try at the throw, Kevin caught the phone but then it just slipped through his hands and fell to the ground a third time. It was pretty funny. By the way, his phone works fine. Since I was hungry, I suggested we go eat somewhere and then just come back to the apartment later (when someone else will be home).
We headed over to Olive Garden, mainly because I wanted the free bread. But you know what? I didn’t get any bread until after I was full. So we just left the waitor a tip and left. The tip was Kevin writing on the ticket, "pay attention to your customers." He was a horrible host; Kevin didn’t have any drink for like five to ten minutes. I ordered some appetizers and a chicken pizza thing which Kevin and I shared. Samantha just got a raspberry or strawberry drink. The appetizers were awesome, but the pizza was just weak. It was mainly cheese and a stringy piece of chicken.
Back at the apartment, still no one was there. Kevin said someone was on their way, so I left. Since we were already in Monroe and I love movies, I asked Samantha if she wanted to watch a flick. She said ok, but she said she had to be back to Ruston before 10. We went and saw The Whole Ten Yards, which was just such a super awesome movie. I liked The Whole Nine Yards, but this one was a little better. After the movie, we rode back to Ruston.
I thought it was strange that she didn’t say she had to leave, but I invited her into my house none the less. I really don’t know what we did, but I do know talked. Eventually she wanted to call her boyfriend, but she wanted to call from Wal-Mart. We ride over to Wal-Mart and she makes the call, but the boyfriend already left to go to work. So we did what anyone else would do, we walked around Wal-Mart. I bought two movies; Best of the Muppet Show and The Rundown. Once we got back to my place, we put in the Best of the Muppets, but after the first episode we really didn’t watch it anymore. I think we started talking again, and eventually we watched Bum Fights on my laptop. What a horrible show! Anyways, it turned into 3 AM pretty quickly.
So the past few weeks (months) everything has been good well. I am meeting friends and it is all good. I could manage everything, and I lived by my words, “Just have someone as friend even if you like them, and that way you can avoid the bullshit. You will know when you like person and know them before you would date them. You just try to be friends, and if something will happen you won’t be able to control it.” That is the gist of it anyway. So everything is going good. I hung out with Renae, met Alex, hung out with Meghan, and met Samantha. Samantha brought me cookies which was so bad ass, but I didn’t have to think about her, because right when I considered it, she hooked back up with her boyfriend. I was afraid to get close to Meghan because that was Kate’s roommate, and over all, I liked being able to be friends with everyone. I was thinking I can just be friends with someone until I know I want something more. So now back to my point.
On walking Samantha out Saturday, she gets in her car and then she gets back out and walks over to me. I was asked to keep a secret. Anyway, I was flattered and shocked since I didn’t expect anything. All Sunday I was confused, and even Saturday night. I just started to get feelings for Samantha. I know I liked her from when I met her, but I just thought she was going to be a good friend. So now things are just speeding up and going out of control. It is amazing because I want to stay friends like my philosophy states, but it is pretty much out of control. I figure, I should just go with my feelings since she is a rad chick. I asked my friend Celeste what the hell I should do. She is a person that says I broke her heart about 10 years ago. Anyway, she says if I like the girl and I know it, then I should just continue what I am doing, but if I think I do not really like the girl that much, then I should just quit talking to her as to not break her heart. I also asked her, what if these people are friends and I want them as friends, and then she told me then I should just come out and tell people how it is. So that is pretty much this journal entry.
I know right now, I really like Samantha. It is pretty crazy because everything just sort of snuck up on me. I guess like in my saying, this is something that is just out of my control. I know Meg is a sweetheart. And I know she likes to talk to me and I like to talk to her too, and I don’t want to hurt her feelings or anything. But I guess all of this is the exact reason why I said you should just be friends with someone before you date them, that way no one gets hurt. Anyway, I think Meghan may get hurt. Hopefully we are friends and nothing will change, but somehow I think she will get hurt.
Samantha just broke up with her boyfriend, so that is sort of a hairy situation. I know she likes me; but I know she loved the other guy and she was just unhappy. But I think that is ok, because she didn’t break up with someone and then start liking me because she was lonely. I think she genuinely likes me and it just happened at a funky time.
Bah. What a bunch of goofiness. It is crazy to just feel like you really like someone all of the sudden. Time will only tell what will emerge from this mess.
I know in the past, I have broken up with someone and started dating someone else immediately because that person was just better suited for me. That is the point of dating, right? If you really liked someone, you wouldn't consider those types of thoughts. Anyway, talk to you later kiddies.
